Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Day 54: Light
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Day 53: Feeling healthy
Monday, February 21, 2011
Day 52: Sharing appreciation
Miss K noted the mountains, Miss S the ice dripping down the rock cutaways, and I noticed the evergreens. Each of us quietly remarked on a detail as we drove through the mountains.
They teased me as I stopped to take photos along the way with my favorite Hipstamatic. But, when I stopped across for the old mill, we all appreciated the beauty of the moment. It is a great ruin. But I like this photo because it will remind me of a quiet drive, where my girls and I were together, enjoying the moment, appreciating the world we live in and the beauty around us and just being present together. It wasn't long, but precious to my bank of Momma memories- a ten year old, six year old and forty one year old, together.
I am thankful my girls notice. And I am thankful they are willing to go along with me from time to time. With the four years between them, and the fact that I am Mom- I know I need to enjoy, and appreciate these moments as they come.
I am thankful for sharing a lovely ride with my girls.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Day 51: A breath of warmth
Today, I am thankful to be here. To have use of my body, to hug my children, to tell my family I love them, to savor the sweetness of chocolate, to smell warm air, to drive on a sunny day, to hear laughter of my children, my love, my parents, my friends.
I am especially thankful for a peek at grass. Even though it is still the season of winter, I love this part- the glimpses of promised return to warm and sunny days. Even though cold days are ahead, even though snow may well return, it is lovely to catch a glimpse of seasonal change. Tomorrow, I'll rejoice in the silence and beauty of snow. But for today, I am thankful for a warm sun on my face.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Day 38: Warm Hipstamic style
I am thankful that our seasons change. Whenever someone asks my favorite season, I always answer, "all of them". I love the symbolism of the seasons changing, I love that each has something unique about it, and I love that about when we are tired of it, the weather and climate changes. I love the change! Today, I am thankful for the gifts and treasures each season brings with it.
And just for fun, heere's an awful self-portrait I snapped with my now very loved Hipstamatic:
I L.O.V.E. the "Joker" style eyebrows going on here.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Day 37: Playing in the morning
Today, I am grateful for the soft light, quiet stillness of morning. I am thankful for sharing time with my little one, and I am very grateful for a SHINING sun. I am thankful for the opportunity to play with Miss S, and to play on the computer with an image I like. And, not the least, for Miss S allowing me to take her photo.
I am, and always have been by nature, a night owl. Mornings have always been harder for me. I wake up and need to snooze, at least once. My nose is snuffy, my throat scratchy, and overall groggy.
And then I gave birth to a morning bird. From the time she was born, she was naturally an early riser, one who shines as the sun does, and cranks as it goes down. Someone had to be up with her. Initially, we took turns getting up. Then I noticed something lovely happens in the morning with my Miss S.
It is quiet. She shines. She tells stories and puts on acts for me. We discuss everything from what we are looking forward to, and things we might want to do. We laugh and snuggle.
The light is different. The noises are different. The quiet that I enjoy late a t night is present in the earl morning as well. And the time with Miss S has become something I am grateful for, instead of dreading the first light of the day.
Don't get me wrong- we've done everything in our power to encourage her to be up later, and stay asleep longer. I still don't function at my best in the morning. Anytime I have to get up before 6:15 is absolutley a struggle. But I have learned to enjoy- no, that's not right- savor the beauty of morning. And savor the time with my little girl.
Above is a photo I snapped this morning, next to our sliding glass doors. To my dismay, Photoshop wasn't working. So I tried Picnic, from a prompt in Picassa. I played around a LOT with it, but was glad it could handle a RAW image. The above is the result of my plays. I couldn't even begin to tell you what I did to it. But I had a lot of fun.
Friday, February 4, 2011
2. 4: Magnificent ice
I drive through a state park, that winds over and around a mountain. It is a fabulous way to begin and end my day; there are often small scenes that tickle the imagination and give me something to smile about.
This morning, the ice was everywhere on the tress (not the road) and bushes. There were icicles hanging where the ice had begun to melt and froze mid drop. It was thick and beautiful. But to make it even more lovely, the sun was low in the sky, lighting each and every frozen drop. It looked like a forest of crystal. I felt my heart catch from the overwhelming, dazzling sight around each corner. I wished my girls were with me as it was the perfect setting to look for fairies and magic. I cannot put into words, and I fear any image I tried to capture, would not do the scene adequate justice.
And so... I am so grateful for the opportunity to be present in such glory this morning. No matter what our belief is in, today it was easy to believe.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
2.3: Here's the sun!
Today, I am thankful for the sunshine. I am thankful for the return to normal routine, and I am thankful that the sun turned all of the iced over trees into a gorgeous crystal world.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
2. 2: Photography
So, today I am thankful for my hobby, photography. I am thankful that when I am outside digging out the cars, I am looking around and thinking of all the possibilities. I am thankful that I can fit into my daughter's boots, so when I go clomping around in the crunchy, deep snow I can get my shot with warm, dry toes. I am thankful that it is (relatively) warm out, so even though it is wet, I am comfortable. I am thankful that I don't care much about appearances, so that while I have my snowflake pj bottoms, bright pink boots, and borrowed brown and white and pink ear flap hat, complete with pom pom on top, I can walk around my street confidently. And completely sure the teens next door are laughing at me, HARD. And I laugh with them, because I KNOW exactly how silly I look. But I'm warm, I have my favorite camera, I have fingerless gloves, and I am having fun.
Thank you, God for another day of pLaY.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
February 1: A cat and a hat
I am thankful for Miss S's gift of reminding me to seize the moment, carpe diem, LAUGH when you can! Her intensity is a gift to those around her, especially when she is waxing silly, fun or sentimental.
So, here's a smile for the day.
:D
1 31: God's creatures, and making lemonade?
This morning, I noticed little squirrel prints, and the tin foil torn open. A tiny corner of the plastic wrap has a tiny hole. And a bit of sauce, a little bite of meat on the side. And when looked at most closely, a tiny squirrel bite out of the top layer of our LASGNA!
So, a few moments later, a few deep breaths later, and a photo to document... we can now laugh at feeding the hungry neighborhood animals, and enjoy calling in a dinner to enjoy together. Because really it was about being able to see each other anyway. And so:
I am thankful for being reminded the point of it all is being together. I am thankful for the reminder, and thankful for my Miss S who immediately saw the humor and reminded me that when a squirrel gives me lemons for dinner, we just have the chance to enjoy lemonade together.
But seriously squirrel, please stay off my porch for a few days. Let's not push it :)
1 30: Did I mention hair?
1 29: ICE
1 28: taking a break
I am thankful for time. I am thankful to refuel my tank. I am thankful to be able to reflect. And I am thankful to sit and chat with my (much healthier) Mom and her sister. I treasure the gift of time.
1 27: Play
I am so thankful to be your mother, my darlings.
1 25: clutter
1 23: Hair
Somewhere, a long time ago, I read a quote that basically said hair is the one thing God gave us some control over (in that we can style it and cut it, and it grows back), and it is a good thing because look how often we mess it up! For some reason, that metaphor always stayed with me. I'm thankful God keeps the control out of my hands. There are so many times things in my life did not go the way I wanted them to, but it the end, as a direct result something wonderful was able to occur: my oldest and dearest friend, my education, my spouse, my children, my work. They all occured when something I DID NOT WANT happened.
So, thank you God. Keep the control. The girls and I are happy to simply play with our long hair.
1 22: Pajama day!
1 21: Icicles
1 20: return to normal
Today I am thankful for my friends, whose support help me smile when I am tired, breathe when I am stressed, pray when I am scared. Thank you, my friends.
1 18: Ice Storm
Beauty is in the details. Look at how beautiful the day is, when I remember to STOP and LOOK and LISTEN. Today, I am thankful for the opportunity to STOP and appreciate all that is around me, especially when the pace of our lives is so hurried.