Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Day 54: Light

Day 54: Light and clowns

Today, I am thankful for light. My home is blessed with plenty of beautiful light. As a photographer, that makes me happy. For my soul, it feeds me! The sun filling up our space, our place where we play, read, work, talk... it just makes it all feel a lot more comfortable and welcoming.
As a photographer, it enables me to set up things like this: put the background in place and let the kids be themselves. The clowning around follows! :D
Today, I am thankful for light.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Day 53: Feeling healthy

Day 53: Feeling healthy!

My photos have little to do with my post, but that's okay :D
This is one of our cats, Sammy. The first is a simple edit, cat in the basket. The second is one I played with in Picnic, and had fun with. Just 'cause.
Today, after a week with the flu, which then went into an upper respiratory infection, I am thrilled to wake up breathing, energetic and wheeze free. I am thankful I can do simple things like laundary (did I really just write that???), bake, take some photos and take the kids to the movies. I can finally begin to enjoy vacation!
I am thankful for our health. I am thankful we can think of something we need or want to do, and can make a plan and do it with little thought. I am thankful we can breathe, climb stairs, walk out the door, boogie to iTunes, whatever. It is great to have our health!




Monday, February 21, 2011

Day 52: Sharing appreciation

Day 52: Shared thoughts...
Today, the snow returned: Hello, snow! I am thankful for the beauty it brings to an otherwise stark season. But today, as I was driving with my girls, I was especially thankful for our shared appreciation of the beauty around us.

Miss K noted the mountains, Miss S the ice dripping down the rock cutaways, and I noticed the evergreens. Each of us quietly remarked on a detail as we drove through the mountains.

They teased me as I stopped to take photos along the way with my favorite Hipstamatic. But, when I stopped across for the old mill, we all appreciated the beauty of the moment. It is a great ruin. But I like this photo because it will remind me of a quiet drive, where my girls and I were together, enjoying the moment, appreciating the world we live in and the beauty around us and just being present together. It wasn't long, but precious to my bank of Momma memories- a ten year old, six year old and forty one year old, together.

I am thankful my girls notice. And I am thankful they are willing to go along with me from time to time. With the four years between them, and the fact that I am Mom- I know I need to enjoy, and appreciate these moments as they come.

I am thankful for sharing a lovely ride with my girls.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Day 51: A breath of warmth

Day 51: Warmth
Ahh, warm air. A scent of spring. And... a peak at grass! We haven't seen you since Christmas!!!

Today, I am thankful to be here. To have use of my body, to hug my children, to tell my family I love them, to savor the sweetness of chocolate, to smell warm air, to drive on a sunny day, to hear laughter of my children, my love, my parents, my friends.

I am especially thankful for a peek at grass. Even though it is still the season of winter, I love this part- the glimpses of promised return to warm and sunny days. Even though cold days are ahead, even though snow may well return, it is lovely to catch a glimpse of seasonal change. Tomorrow, I'll rejoice in the silence and beauty of snow. But for today, I am thankful for a warm sun on my face.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Day 38: Warm Hipstamic style

Day 38: Warm
Look, warm enough for bare hands!!!! I don't remember the last time I went outside without mittens or gloves. It's been snowing every few days. It's been an intense, long winter. I truely love the snow, and I still do- but it was lovely to have a bit of warmer weather to remind us that winter really doesn't last forever.

I am thankful that our seasons change. Whenever someone asks my favorite season, I always answer, "all of them". I love the symbolism of the seasons changing, I love that each has something unique about it, and I love that about when we are tired of it, the weather and climate changes. I love the change! Today, I am thankful for the gifts and treasures each season brings with it.

And just for fun, heere's an awful self-portrait I snapped with my now very loved Hipstamatic:






I L.O.V.E. the "Joker" style eyebrows going on here.




Sunday, February 6, 2011

Day 37: Playing in the morning

Day 37: Mornings

Today, I am grateful for the soft light, quiet stillness of morning. I am thankful for sharing time with my little one, and I am very grateful for a SHINING sun. I am thankful for the opportunity to play with Miss S, and to play on the computer with an image I like. And, not the least, for Miss S allowing me to take her photo.

I am, and always have been by nature, a night owl. Mornings have always been harder for me. I wake up and need to snooze, at least once. My nose is snuffy, my throat scratchy, and overall groggy.

And then I gave birth to a morning bird. From the time she was born, she was naturally an early riser, one who shines as the sun does, and cranks as it goes down. Someone had to be up with her. Initially, we took turns getting up. Then I noticed something lovely happens in the morning with my Miss S.

It is quiet. She shines. She tells stories and puts on acts for me. We discuss everything from what we are looking forward to, and things we might want to do. We laugh and snuggle.

The light is different. The noises are different. The quiet that I enjoy late a t night is present in the earl morning as well. And the time with Miss S has become something I am grateful for, instead of dreading the first light of the day.

Don't get me wrong- we've done everything in our power to encourage her to be up later, and stay asleep longer. I still don't function at my best in the morning. Anytime I have to get up before 6:15 is absolutley a struggle. But I have learned to enjoy- no, that's not right- savor the beauty of morning. And savor the time with my little girl.

Above is a photo I snapped this morning, next to our sliding glass doors. To my dismay, Photoshop wasn't working. So I tried Picnic, from a prompt in Picassa. I played around a LOT with it, but was glad it could handle a RAW image. The above is the result of my plays. I couldn't even begin to tell you what I did to it. But I had a lot of fun.

Friday, February 4, 2011

2. 4: Magnificent ice

Day 35: Nature as art
Driving in to work today was truely magnificent. I wish I'd either had my camera, or been prepared to stop to take a snap with my phone. Part of me is a bit delighted that I had to "take a picture with my mind", a la Miss S. I took this snap of some ice out my door, in honor of this morning's scene.

I drive through a state park, that winds over and around a mountain. It is a fabulous way to begin and end my day; there are often small scenes that tickle the imagination and give me something to smile about.

This morning, the ice was everywhere on the tress (not the road) and bushes. There were icicles hanging where the ice had begun to melt and froze mid drop. It was thick and beautiful. But to make it even more lovely, the sun was low in the sky, lighting each and every frozen drop. It looked like a forest of crystal. I felt my heart catch from the overwhelming, dazzling sight around each corner. I wished my girls were with me as it was the perfect setting to look for fairies and magic. I cannot put into words, and I fear any image I tried to capture, would not do the scene adequate justice.

And so... I am so grateful for the opportunity to be present in such glory this morning. No matter what our belief is in, today it was easy to believe.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

2.3: Here's the sun!

Day 34: The Sun!!!
I caught this on my phone, on an app called "Hipstamatic". Besides the fact that it is great fun and rocks the phone camera, it means when I stop to grab a photo I can enjoy snapping and the end result too. Yay photography!

Today, I am thankful for the sunshine. I am thankful for the return to normal routine, and I am thankful that the sun turned all of the iced over trees into a gorgeous crystal world.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

2. 2: Photography

Day 33: Photography
Okay, so I get that it's been a severe winter. I get that we have to make up all these delicious breaks. But, I have no control. So I will be present in the present, and enjoy the gift of stopping to enjoy.

So, today I am thankful for my hobby, photography. I am thankful that when I am outside digging out the cars, I am looking around and thinking of all the possibilities. I am thankful that I can fit into my daughter's boots, so when I go clomping around in the crunchy, deep snow I can get my shot with warm, dry toes. I am thankful that it is (relatively) warm out, so even though it is wet, I am comfortable. I am thankful that I don't care much about appearances, so that while I have my snowflake pj bottoms, bright pink boots, and borrowed brown and white and pink ear flap hat, complete with pom pom on top, I can walk around my street confidently. And completely sure the teens next door are laughing at me, HARD. And I laugh with them, because I KNOW exactly how silly I look. But I'm warm, I have my favorite camera, I have fingerless gloves, and I am having fun.

Thank you, God for another day of pLaY.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

February 1: A cat and a hat

2.1: Smiles
Today I am thankful for another reminder to grab avery chance we have to smile when we can, laugh hard, and just embrace silly.

I am thankful for Miss S's gift of reminding me to seize the moment, carpe diem, LAUGH when you can! Her intensity is a gift to those around her, especially when she is waxing silly, fun or sentimental.

So, here's a smile for the day.
:D

1 31: God's creatures, and making lemonade?

Day 31: God's Creatures
I am thankful for the reminder of how much we have. But first: I made lasgna for my parents, aunt and the four of us to share for dinner. We put it outside to freeze, as the fridge is currently quite full. We used our resources available to us. Thought we were smart.

This morning, I noticed little squirrel prints, and the tin foil torn open. A tiny corner of the plastic wrap has a tiny hole. And a bit of sauce, a little bite of meat on the side. And when looked at most closely, a tiny squirrel bite out of the top layer of our LASGNA!

So, a few moments later, a few deep breaths later, and a photo to document... we can now laugh at feeding the hungry neighborhood animals, and enjoy calling in a dinner to enjoy together. Because really it was about being able to see each other anyway. And so:
I am thankful for being reminded the point of it all is being together. I am thankful for the reminder, and thankful for my Miss S who immediately saw the humor and reminded me that when a squirrel gives me lemons for dinner, we just have the chance to enjoy lemonade together.

But seriously squirrel, please stay off my porch for a few days. Let's not push it :)

1 30: Did I mention hair?

Day 30: Hair?
I am thankful for hair. I am thankful for hair. I am thankful for hair.
And that's all I'll say.
:D

1 29: ICE

Day 29: ICE
Today, I am thankful the kids got to see, touch, play with and check out at least ONE of the giant chunks of ice that has been hanging off of all the homes around here these days. This month's weather has been extreme, and the resulting icicles have been amazing. I am thankful I am married to a man that found a giant chunk, and called the girls to check it out, for me to take a picture. Today, I am thankful for the wonder of seeing a giant icicle up close with my family.

1 28: taking a break

Day 28: Time
Today I am thankful for a break. I have a day off. The kids are in school. And I took the time to sit with a cup of tea.
I am thankful for time. I am thankful to refuel my tank. I am thankful to be able to reflect. And I am thankful to sit and chat with my (much healthier) Mom and her sister. I treasure the gift of time.

1 27: Play

Day 27: Play
Today, I am thankful to be able to play with my girls. Where I work, I am reminded of the precious time I have, of the blessing of being able to be with my children and play. I am thankful to be a mother, to be the mother of my girls. I am thankful for our health. I am thankful to build memories with them.

I am so thankful to be your mother, my darlings.

1 25: clutter

Day 25: Clutter
WHAT???

In the world around me, I see so many who don't have. Today I am grateful for what we have, and embrace not knowing where to put "things" away. We are truely blessed.

1 23: Hair

Day 23: Hair
Okay, yes, hair. All four of us are blessed with a LOT of hair. Three of us have brown, thick hair. Miss S's hair is lighter and a bit thinner than the rest of us. But I love their hair. It is long, it is hard to brush and keep up with, it's a chore that we go through daily. However, my girls have such lovely hair, and they love to have it down long, and it just makes me smile.

Somewhere, a long time ago, I read a quote that basically said hair is the one thing God gave us some control over (in that we can style it and cut it, and it grows back), and it is a good thing because look how often we mess it up! For some reason, that metaphor always stayed with me. I'm thankful God keeps the control out of my hands. There are so many times things in my life did not go the way I wanted them to, but it the end, as a direct result something wonderful was able to occur: my oldest and dearest friend, my education, my spouse, my children, my work. They all occured when something I DID NOT WANT happened.

So, thank you God. Keep the control. The girls and I are happy to simply play with our long hair.

1 22: Pajama day!

Day 22: Pajamas and staying at home.
My girlies and I love having the opportunity to call a "pajama day!" Today I am thankful we are able to snuggle. I am thankful for jammies, giant pink obnoxious slippers, and a pile of mix matched, color clashing, soft as can be blankets. I am thankful my children love the opportunity to spend time together as much as I do :)

1 21: Icicles

Day 21: Hiptasmic App
Today I am grateful that I can make a fun little capture out something I notice walking on my way out the door. As a person who LOVES to take photos, it is a gift to be able to take a quick snapshot, be able to play with camera settings, create a fun little capture, all with my cell phone. I L.O.V.E. my camera. There is no substitute. But to have at my fingertips a way to play with a quick snap simply rocks. Does that make me shallow? Hopefully, it makes me playful- because I just love when I can take a moment and PLAY.

1 20: return to normal

Day 20: More to reason to smile
I am thankful to return to work, to return to normal, to return to friends and a bigger world. I am thankful that the worst is over, that we can begin to get back to the familiar routine. This scene was on my drive in, I had to stop and snap it (through the window of my car, on my cell phone. Not bad!).

Today I am thankful for my friends, whose support help me smile when I am tired, breathe when I am stressed, pray when I am scared. Thank you, my friends.

1 18: Ice Storm

Day 18: Beauty and Ice
Today was supposed to be the girls' first day back to school. Except K's cough turned into a fever. And school was shut down, again, due to weather. So out in the ice we went, to meet K & S's new pediatrician.

Beauty is in the details. Look at how beautiful the day is, when I remember to STOP and LOOK and LISTEN. Today, I am thankful for the opportunity to STOP and appreciate all that is around me, especially when the pace of our lives is so hurried.

1 17: Bart

Day 17: Bart in a bag

Just a silly picture of a silly cat. He climbed in by himself, and silly as he is, let us carry him around. Today I am thankful for a day of play with my family, together at home.

1 15: The KIDS R BACK!

Day 15: They're back!

Messy, goofy and totally off their rockers, just the way I love them! Today I am so grateful to have my girls back home from their grandparents. I am so grateful their grandparents were able to spoil and love them so that I could be available to support my parents through a stressful time. I am so grateful I was able to be on hand. I am thankful my in-laws are the wonderful, loving family that they are, giving my children what they need so I can give my parents what they need. Family is fantastic when we all look out for and help one another.
But I am so very thankful that I can hold my children, laugh with them, love them in person. Life is very, very good.